You took all there was all my body my heart,
now I just want to heal but don't know where to start,
When the pieces don't fit and it hurts just to see,
Now I only wish there was no you and me,

The heat that once was, the touch of soft lips,
I can't help but recall as the mask I wear slips,
Now I wake into sorrow, this ache that I feel,
as the dreams of you tell me I don't want to heal.

I own you now...

nocturnality:

“This song is dedicated to my twelve-day-old daughter- and my wife. And, um, there’s been some pretty extreme things written about us- especially my wife, and she thinks everybody hates her now. So, um, this is being recorded, so why don’t you give her a message and say ‘Courtney, we love you’. Okay, ready? On the count of three- One, two, three… Court-

(Crowd:“Courtney, we love you!”)

Thanks.”- Kurt Cobain, Live at Reading 1992

Some little ginger eating pie, the face of a nation..

"And Then She Pulled Out My Mushroom Tip"

Snapshot: Listening, Watching, Reading, Wearing, Wanting

Listening: To My 'Summer Jams' Playlist which includes some of my favourites such as the RHCP's and Sublime, which as we all know are exactly that. Plus a little Blink 182 for flavour, and lets be honest, a day this nice deserves it.

Watching: My brother play Call of Duty:Black Ops on PS3. We've been gaming non-stop for the last 2 days straight and are now winning on the hardest difficulty. Its kinda sad, but also kinda AMAZING!

Reading: I just finished reading 'The Black Tulip' by Alexandre Dumas. So well written to tie in with actual historic events. Parts of it are like poetry. Dumas really knew how to describe emotions in a way which shows a deep understanding of the human condition.

Wearing: My jean-shorts, a white military-ish shirt and white socks. I really know how to accessorise.

Wanting: The last of my cold to politely fuck off. I'm feeling so much better today and may even go to school tomorrow. Painkillers are God.

Sublime: These guys LIVED Summer.

Its Dumb but I'm Sorta Spooked...

Ok so you may not have heard of him but at the moment the 'moonman' Ken Ring is kind of a big deal over here. He's a 'lunar scientist', which i don't think is an official occupation, who has predicted an increased probability for a big earthquake on the 20th. He claims that this is due to the pressure the moon is exerting upon the earth at this time. Some call him crazy and others call him nuts. But still the people are running scared and obviously believe enough to get to a safe distance just in case. Even people on the West Coast are taking the day off work to stay home. "JUST IN CASE".

Don't you know just who I am
Take the hand of the wisdoms friend
What is my name?
It will never change
So here it stays
Revolution is my name

It'll all come together in the end...

I just found this cool website devoted to Evil. I thought It was kinda cool so I used their Evil Plan Generator to mastermind the following Plot...

Congratulations on being the creator of a new Evil Plan (tm)!

Your objective is simple: world domination.

Your motive is a little bit more complex: power

Stage One

To begin your plan, you must first seduce a wealthy heiress. This will cause the world to whisper among themselves, unsettled by your arrival. Who is this Demon Straight Out of Hell? Where did they come from? And why do they look so good in Classic Black?

Stage Two

Next, you must seize control of New York. This will all be done from a underground secret headquarters of doom, a mysterious place of unrivaled dark glory. Upon seeing this, the world will give up, as countless hordes of cultists hasten to do your every bidding.

Stage Three

Finally, you must activate your corporate takeover, bringing about an End to Sanity. Your name shall become synonymous with all that is wrong with the world, and no man will ever again dare sneer cruelly at your disfigured face. Everyone will bow before your Cunning Intelligence, and the world will have no choice but to pray to you for enlightenment.

Intellectually Speaking...

What could be a better life to live than to earn a living from your own mind? It requires the use of no physical materials, can supply enough money to live comfortably, can be done by only a small percentage of people (It seems like almost nobody spends much time thinking these days) and results only in personal growth and that of others. I was scoping out wikipedia today as often I do and noted that among other things Che Guevara is described as an 'Intellectual'. This is a title I dream of earning one day.

It's been almost 4 months since Jos died and it's just as bad as it was at the start. I sat down tonight to play COD4 on PS3 but had to stop because I constantly remember playing it with him over and over again. It's my favourite game of all time and i can't even play it anymore. Its not just when i'm alone either. In fact it would feel so wrong to play it with any of my other friends now, I actually cringe internally at the idea.

I'm so fucking tore up inside.

Perfection has a face...

Oddly, i cannot imagine a more beautiful person in this whole world. I think i just fell in love with a stranger..

The Call of the Zombie

Fuck RZ is amazing. I want to be just like him when i grow up. He's super cool, mega smart and ultra creative. This dude is a total visionary and I just want to know, why don't we worship him?

No Sleep Til Auckland