South Park Generator

This is me in South Park. I brought the whole 12th season the other day and it had the episode where Kenny gets high off cat pee. I was so stoked cause its possibly my favourite episode, that and the one where the goth kids burn down that shop lol..

Dark, Darker, Darko

"What if you could go back in time, and take all those hours of pain and darkness and replace them with something better?"

I wish...

Lava Lamps and Lint...

I'm flat broke.
And I only got paid this morning... To be fair I got a bunch of good deals but I don't know how I'll afford liquor this Easter. And what Is Easter about if not ecstacy and liquor... or was it family and Christian spirit? I Forget. So right now the title of this post represents the contents of my metaphorical pockets.

Theres just something about lava lamps that reminds me of being a kid. I used to have a blue one with green lava and I'd stare at it for probably half an hour at a time and watched it like a battle between the top and bottom to see which one could push all its lava onto the other.

If you were wondering I also got for a meager fee a sweet microwave and a pair of combat boots. Because I'm mature and not at all an impulse buyer.

A Haunting Voice

You HAVE to check out Thebrooke's cover of Fleetwood Mac's song 'Landslide'. This world is so fucked that she is still posting on Youtube while Beiber is spewing shit on the world stage. My friend Amy from Opium is for Lovers posted this so I thought I should plug her too. ;)

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Recently I can't stop thinking about life, specifically the point of it. When I'm dead and gone what will I leave to the memory of the world? Its like they say. Everybody on this planet dies twice. Once when your heart stops beating and then again, a little later, when someone says your name for the last time.

What will I be remembered for? What do I mean to humanity? George Harrison said "Life goes on within you and without you" and for the vast majority of people this is completely true. They waste their lives working in some office or behind a desk and leave nothing to mark their place on this world. Plus half of them are depressed by it, but too scared to take the risks and do what they really want. And after all, what do they get? Crippling illness and financial hardship for most, as they are forced into retirement homes by the strangers they raised. Then there are others, the Che Guevara's and Barack Obama's. The movers and the shakers who shape our planet and sweep the winds of change over our peoples.

What i'm talking about is ambition. I want to do something worthy of being remembered.

Enter, Now the Sabbat

An Interesting Idea...

I may just tear down the modern world and build it up again in my image.

You took all there was all my body my heart,
now I just want to heal but don't know where to start,
When the pieces don't fit and it hurts just to see,
Now I only wish there was no you and me,

The heat that once was, the touch of soft lips,
I can't help but recall as the mask I wear slips,
Now I wake into sorrow, this ache that I feel,
as the dreams of you tell me I don't want to heal.

I own you now...

nocturnality:

“This song is dedicated to my twelve-day-old daughter- and my wife. And, um, there’s been some pretty extreme things written about us- especially my wife, and she thinks everybody hates her now. So, um, this is being recorded, so why don’t you give her a message and say ‘Courtney, we love you’. Okay, ready? On the count of three- One, two, three… Court-

(Crowd:“Courtney, we love you!”)

Thanks.”- Kurt Cobain, Live at Reading 1992

Some little ginger eating pie, the face of a nation..

"And Then She Pulled Out My Mushroom Tip"

Snapshot: Listening, Watching, Reading, Wearing, Wanting

Listening: To My 'Summer Jams' Playlist which includes some of my favourites such as the RHCP's and Sublime, which as we all know are exactly that. Plus a little Blink 182 for flavour, and lets be honest, a day this nice deserves it.

Watching: My brother play Call of Duty:Black Ops on PS3. We've been gaming non-stop for the last 2 days straight and are now winning on the hardest difficulty. Its kinda sad, but also kinda AMAZING!

Reading: I just finished reading 'The Black Tulip' by Alexandre Dumas. So well written to tie in with actual historic events. Parts of it are like poetry. Dumas really knew how to describe emotions in a way which shows a deep understanding of the human condition.

Wearing: My jean-shorts, a white military-ish shirt and white socks. I really know how to accessorise.

Wanting: The last of my cold to politely fuck off. I'm feeling so much better today and may even go to school tomorrow. Painkillers are God.

Sublime: These guys LIVED Summer.