This is a visual representation of our society...

The double down has arrived in NZ. Praise the gods! I feel its really to our society's credit that after everything we've acheived. Democracy, stable economies even a man on the fucking moon that this is what is dominating the news today... Our local paper just had a picture of this on the front page today. My friends all ate them on two seperate occasions today. And then I get home and mum is excited to go to KFC for tea. This bastard meat-wich could be a perfect metaphor for our sick fucking society.

I'm Seriously Angry...

I seriously am disgusted by Miley Cyrus' (failed) attempt to cover Nirvana's 'Smells like teen spirit'. Not only does it fucking suck to the point that it is a disgrace she also tried to claim that Nirvana and the likes inspired her to become a musician. As if Nirvana, Pearl Jam, Alice in Chains and Hole were about anything other than screaming a big FUCK YOU to the same bullshit mainstream piss that this girl is pumping out now! I personally think she's trying to propagate some kind of 'alt-chick' persona as this isn't the first time she's done something she had no fucking clue about. Anyone remember her pulling the horns in photos a while back?

Oh yeah, you're hardcore...

I'm honestly not exaggerating when I say that I just wish she would die.....

An Appalling State of Affairs...

Its a sign of the tough economic times that when you type 'school girl' into google you will see literally thousands of images of young girls who can't afford enough material for dresses or in come cases even a blouse! I can only assume that this is due to the incredibly high tuition fees placed by schools to survive in this recession as most of these poor girls seem to be from Catholic schools. This girl appears so happy to have eaten this morning that she is blissfully unaware that her blouse AND skirt both appear to be several sizes too small! A sad, sad state of affairs.

Seriously though, I love this shit. I think its the skirt that does it for me...


Yeah, that's definitely it.

And he said "STOP! Wait a minute boy, STOP! What do you think you're doing?! Thats no way to treat an expensive musical instrument!"

And I said, "GODDAMNIT DADDY! You know I love you, but you've got a helluva lot to learn, about ROCK and... ROLL!"

Lighten Up

Bin Ladin is Dead

America is celebrating, and rightly so. This is a big step for the war in the Middle East and deserves celebration, but I'm also scared of what will happen now. This changes everything, for the last 10 years Al Qaeda has been relatively quiet and the constant presence of the war is all I've known since I was 8. After this they will want revenge, they will make him a martyr and the rules of the whole situation have changed. I am really happy and believe it is a step foward but I can't help think it won't be without cost.

South Park Generator

This is me in South Park. I brought the whole 12th season the other day and it had the episode where Kenny gets high off cat pee. I was so stoked cause its possibly my favourite episode, that and the one where the goth kids burn down that shop lol..

Dark, Darker, Darko

"What if you could go back in time, and take all those hours of pain and darkness and replace them with something better?"

I wish...

Lava Lamps and Lint...

I'm flat broke.
And I only got paid this morning... To be fair I got a bunch of good deals but I don't know how I'll afford liquor this Easter. And what Is Easter about if not ecstacy and liquor... or was it family and Christian spirit? I Forget. So right now the title of this post represents the contents of my metaphorical pockets.

Theres just something about lava lamps that reminds me of being a kid. I used to have a blue one with green lava and I'd stare at it for probably half an hour at a time and watched it like a battle between the top and bottom to see which one could push all its lava onto the other.

If you were wondering I also got for a meager fee a sweet microwave and a pair of combat boots. Because I'm mature and not at all an impulse buyer.

A Haunting Voice

You HAVE to check out Thebrooke's cover of Fleetwood Mac's song 'Landslide'. This world is so fucked that she is still posting on Youtube while Beiber is spewing shit on the world stage. My friend Amy from Opium is for Lovers posted this so I thought I should plug her too. ;)

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Recently I can't stop thinking about life, specifically the point of it. When I'm dead and gone what will I leave to the memory of the world? Its like they say. Everybody on this planet dies twice. Once when your heart stops beating and then again, a little later, when someone says your name for the last time.

What will I be remembered for? What do I mean to humanity? George Harrison said "Life goes on within you and without you" and for the vast majority of people this is completely true. They waste their lives working in some office or behind a desk and leave nothing to mark their place on this world. Plus half of them are depressed by it, but too scared to take the risks and do what they really want. And after all, what do they get? Crippling illness and financial hardship for most, as they are forced into retirement homes by the strangers they raised. Then there are others, the Che Guevara's and Barack Obama's. The movers and the shakers who shape our planet and sweep the winds of change over our peoples.

What i'm talking about is ambition. I want to do something worthy of being remembered.

Enter, Now the Sabbat

An Interesting Idea...

I may just tear down the modern world and build it up again in my image.

You took all there was all my body my heart,
now I just want to heal but don't know where to start,
When the pieces don't fit and it hurts just to see,
Now I only wish there was no you and me,

The heat that once was, the touch of soft lips,
I can't help but recall as the mask I wear slips,
Now I wake into sorrow, this ache that I feel,
as the dreams of you tell me I don't want to heal.